there are moments when i think back at my choices that i remind myself that i should have not made some decisions, i shouldn't have been so caring, so friendly, so selfless, so loyal because the best things in life are given to the people who do not deserve it, i should have never tried to be the son, the student, the friend. Maybe, just maybe if i had been an asshole, a betrayer, and a self-destructing person i would be living the life i wanted, be in the position i deserve but yet i didn't i was the friend that was never thanked, i was the son who loved and respected his family i was the person who could be exploited then left behind, betra